Dans la nuit..

I got the biggest, warmest, coziest, snuggliest sweater ever today. I only paid $5 for it too. God I love clearance sales. And the weather's been so crappy lately, I'll be able to wear it before next November.

Getting addicted to 4chan. The word faggot is now a lot more accessible in my immediate vocabulary. I'm probably going to end up living in my parent's basement, and our house doesn't have one, so that gives you an idea of my conviction.

Sold my first item evar on ebay! The other person got a deal. But I found one today with that sweater so it all works out I 'spose.

I haven't been able to get this song out of my head since I heard it. It's pretty.

HAPPY BARFDAY, SARAH

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I ate horribly today and last night. Never eat Extreme Moose Tracks ice cream before bed. I've had dreams before that I thought were real life, but not like this. It was scary accurate.

Man. Food. It'll get you down. Literally. We're talking gravity here.

I've read the books that you love reading..

It's like I know what I want, but am too blinded by what I think I need to admit it to myself.

What's so wrong with getting what you want? That's really my biggest internal conflict: I don't think I should get what I want. I guess I think that normally, what people need is never what they want..how depressing.


But I've figured it out a little. And hopefully things will get rolling. Going to try and find a job this summer, along with enrolling in some summer courses.



Went to Dan Deacon's show at the Ft. Worth Museum of Art. Was amazing as always. He's always so interactive, go to one of his shows if you can, you won't be disappointed. He literally makes you have a great time. Two words: the Gauntlet.

So anyway. I need money.