said I would.

Yo. So..looking back at my post last night, I have to say that my day was a bit anticlimactic. It's not that it wasn't interesting and everything, but it wasn't as stressful as I thought. So really it made all my worrying come to absolutely nothinggg. Which is really good. So lets get to it.

Got to school at 8:24 am, found a spot way away, got out of my car and realized how far away the Art Hall was from where I currently was so I rushed like mad to my class, in the sticky heat too. I get to the class all huffy and puffy and find that it's 8:41am. I had about 20 minutes before class started and the classroom door was locked too. Joyyyyyyyy. So I went to the restroom and met a teacher complaining about the paper towel dispensers - how you have to walk across the bathroom and drip water on the floor to get to them. She was nice.

Speech seems fun. I got excited and the teacher seems really cool.

Then it's Sociology's turn. That class was like the auditorium in my high school..maybe only about 1/2 the size though, but it was still pretty immense if you ask me. Harvest Moon. That's my professor's name. She seems very intriguing. I really want to know more about her background, she had the coolest accent ever, but I couldn't place it. I really want to know more about her! Anyway, that class seems interesting as well.

Lastly came English. The teacher seems fantastic. I think it's funny how she references facebook for a lot of things. The class seems like I'll enjoy it, too. I mean, English is usually one of my favorite classes anyway but it seems like this teacher will only enhance it..I guess. She seems really fun.

Nizza Pizza afterwards. All these high schoolers. It felt so werid...I guess maybe college has given me a misguided sense of power, but I felt so much older than them..I think it may be mainly because I've definitely grown personality-wise, into a much more independent person. I never realized how much I depended on others while in high school. It was the school's responsibility to get me a schedule I liked and such things. Not no mo'.

All in all it was a pretty alright day. Didn't make any friends though...Oh! Actually! Remember that teacher I told you about? Well, I had extra time after my classes so I decided to go back into the Art Hall to find my Drawing class I'm taking tomorrow and I ran into that same teacher again! So I think she's my first friend of college. Maybe if I get her as an actual teacher someday, I'll have the edge...MUhaha. Yes. Nah, she was just a nice ladyyyyy.

Okie dokie. Well yeah. That was it! It was cool. Wish me luck on finding friends though, I'm terrible at meeting people. It still amazes me how I have friends today seriously. Ahhhh. Okay laterr.

OH man.

Tomorrow's the day. THE day. I feel a little sick..
I'm really worried about this next chapter. I'm at the cusp of either success or failure here. A happy life, or a sucky one. It's all up to meeeee. What if I can't do it? I really don't want to be overwhelmed, which is what I'm feeling right nowwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Deep breath. Okay. Everything's guna be fine. Forizzle. just...i needa be quiet.
I think I'll go draw something..that really calmed me down when I was drawing on msn..hmm..

The picture I posted is one I drew on msn. That's is how I think tomorrow will be for me.

I mean, what could go wrong anyway? Besides everything...gahhhh I'm psyching myself out. I'm also being a baby. It's probably not going to be as bad as I am currently thinking, or as awesome as what I had always pictured in my mind. Wow. Me. College...it's just a weird thought. I mean, I barely look old enough to be in high school let alone college.

Okay. Well. Final Fantasy is being beautiful and putting me at ease. Def post coming tomorrow. Be ready. I'm sure not.

I feel better now.

sup.


fleet foxes sound even better against the rain and thunder outside. add solitaire and I've got myself a party.

oliver james washed in the rain...

:3

blarrrrrrrg

hey. bored. getting anxious about school. I mean its university! a whole new world! the beginning of the hard parts of life! oh man... am I ready? gosh, I don't know. I feel kind of ready to take on more responsibility. I mean...the mere preparation for this freakin school has forced me to become more independent. no one tried to coddle me. I had to make all the decisions rationally and by myself so that any mistakes would all be on me. but I'm glad it worked out that way, nonetheless.

oooh. huh. just found something that's making my temper rise uncontrollably. yep. I'm starting to get shaky. my head is starting to pound. I should probably get off before I type something stupid.

Helloo Winter Wear

HI :)

Today was a good day because I got to go shopping for winter clothes and actually found clothes I liked and can't WAIT to wear. Man. I love the cold weather. Getting all bundled up! Waking up and moving to the window to look up at the overcast winter sky which looks like a whole bunch of shredded cotton balls. Touching the glass and having it fog beneath your too warm fingers...realizing it's going to be biting and having to put on more layers to keep warm till you're extremely cozy and can face the frosty wind outside.
Having an excuse to wear the coolest hats ever. I love the jux. of the bitter coldness against my face and being completely warm everywhere else. I like when my nose and cheeks turn pink and being able to warm them with just a couple seconds touch from my wolly hands. Then coming in the house with that welcoming scent an active fireplace radiates and curling up close to it while the whole family watches tv in the living room. It's very contenting.

P. S. If you want to get on my good side [or possibly sweep me off my feet...a girl can fantasize], invest in a thick, warm, cozy, wide, any color but solid brown [since brown & black are no no's], cute scarf fo mee.

P. P. S. That's me last year. As much as I wanted to, I didn't jump into my coat and take a picture for the sake of this post. I'm not that obsessive



yet.