Tomorrow's the day. THE day. I feel a little sick..I'm really worried about this next chapter. I'm at the cusp of either success or failure here. A happy life, or a sucky one. It's all up to meeeee. What if I can't do it? I really don't want to be overwhelmed, which is what I'm feeling right nowwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Deep breath. Okay. Everything's guna be fine. Forizzle. just...i needa be quiet.
I think I'll go draw something..that really calmed me down when I was drawing on msn..hmm..
The picture I posted is one I drew on msn. That's is how I think tomorrow will be for me.
I mean, what could go wrong anyway? Besides everything...gahhhh I'm psyching myself out. I'm also being a baby. It's probably not going to be as bad as I am currently thinking, or as awesome as what I had always pictured in my mind. Wow. Me. College...it's just a weird thought. I mean, I barely look old enough to be in high school let alone college.
Okay. Well. Final Fantasy is being beautiful and putting me at ease. Def post coming tomorrow. Be ready. I'm sure not.
1 comment:
pats, i'm scared outta my mind as well. the thing is though...out of all the people i know, we definately deserve to be there and i know we will do well. we just gotta stay strong girl. OKAY. okay. sounds good.
kasdjf;kaj;kaskj;oj';/pa'
i will blog tomorrow as well...
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