Sunday, November 9, 2008

miss listless


So it sort of amazes me what people will do solely for attention. I guess it shouldn't surprise me...but god, it's still a little shocking at first. I mean you'd hope people'd have limits. Goes to show how fallible humans are able to become. GAY.

Anyway. I don't know. I can't think right. Everyone's so double-sided.

Uh...okay. So. I really hope I still get to go to New York City this December. I've had my heart set for a little while now. It'd be cool to meet some celebrities, especially infamous ones.

I'm being sort of allusive there. you can't tell.

man. i wish i had my own little room of gratuitous praise. it seems like some people have freakin like..2 of them.

everything is getting on my nerves right now. my back. this lighting. this new monitor. my pc. with its never-ending oscillation and high-pitched and audible frequencies. a person could go out of their mind.

plus, i should be reviewing terms of stratification for an exam tomorrow. effing...life. making me do stuff.
and my mom won't shut up about a pin number i'm supposed to have. i'm going to start making numbers up to just appease her if she doesn't lemme alone. cant she see i'm brooding? goshhhhhh.

man its just..i don't know. there's been a little knot in my brain recently that i need to untangle. but its like the thing is covered in tiny spikes. eventually i'll need to deal and figure this thing out, but right now i don't feel up to all that elbow grease. i like all this metaphorical speak. hahaa.

i just need to forget. or more like, get over. it's just dumb.

man. i need a new chair. maybe icecream. but definitely a chair.
you i'll see

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