Sunday, November 16, 2008

poast


hello

this past week was extremely busy and hectic. So many tests and quizzes and presentations and things due. but that's just academically.

socially, its been hectic as well. i want to transfer already. i thought college would be better. its really just more of the same things and people. god. and i blame myself for it. i attract this gayness.

i don't have grace when it comes to social interactions. i'm still pretty unlearned and brash.

anyway...i've been realizing there's shopping to be done. not nearly enough sweaters and warm things in my closet. and not nearly enough money to pay for anything. i hate owing people stuff. makes me feel inadequet.

whatever. this post is mainly to ventilate. just thinking about school tomorrow makes me want to go home.

edit:// i feel much better. i got my schedule for next semester partly in order now, so it's good. that's one thing that was bothering me. man. note to self: when feeling down, run. literally. i know exercising releases brain chemicals but i always forget to take advantage. hachacha

1 comment:

Unknown said...

i think that you will find that as your freshmen year passes, college becomes less and less like high school. that was my experience at least. get to know some upper classmen and things will change quicker. good luck and hang in there! =)