Rosebud..

sigh sigh sigh

this week has been good.
tough. oh yes. but good.
had two tests this week along with a long and somewhat tedious English paper. It's so formulaic. I mean I'm glad I've finally figured it out but, it makes it that much more uninteresting. I dont know.

today, instead of having a life, I stayed in. I don't usually get many impulses to go out and be seen, but I have lately. Ah well. I guess if I really wanted to, I'd have done so. Maybe could've gone to Borders and bumped into a certain sharky teacher who's really fascinated me. Idk. He's werid.

I wouldn't actually do that btw. I'm not a creepy personnn. except by 'not' i meant 'totally'. just replace them and ahh. yes. hahaaaaaa.

anyway
so instead i watched the movie citizen kane. very very good. for anyone who liked/loved The Great Gatsby, you'll love this movie. (i actually couldn't get into The Great Gatsby. i mean, i definitely appreciate it, but i've always really and actually disliked excessive materialism since i was little for some reason and some of the imagery created in Gatsby simply disgusted me. i felt like the book was basically preaching to the choir, tbh. all the empty, expensive things that served no purpose. it's that horrible hollow feeling. everything gatsby had was soulless, except, arguably, himself. just...it reminds me of the reaction by the main character to beethoven's symphony after the aversion therapy in A Clockwork Orange.)
check it out yall. orsen wells ftw. lolzerz.

uhhm..so now i'm just looking forward to sleeping in.
which, now that i think about it, won't be very long. i usually wake up around 9 now on weekends.


funny quote from le movie:

"you longfaced, overdressed...anarchist!"
"i am not overdressed."
"you are too! Mr. Burnstein, look at his necktie!"